[REQUEST] 幽閉サテライト – 泡沫、哀のまほろば

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Requested by Kaii Schwartz】

幽閉サテライト – 泡沫、哀のまほろば

泡沫、そのまほろば
触れたくて…

utakata, sono mahoroba
furetakute…

I want to lay my fingers
Over an ephemeral, splendid land of sorrow…

そっと指で撫でたくても
残る灯火が僕を邪魔する

sotto yubi de nadetakute mo
nokoru tomoshibi ga boku o jama suru

Even if I’d caress it lightly with my finger
The light it leaves would be a hindrance to me

君の静寂恋せども
焔は消えない

kimi no seijaku koise domo
homura wa kienai

Even though I love your quietness
The flame won’t vanish

ああ…それなら
君の傍らでこの身、沈めよう
心だけを殺して

aa… sore nara
kimi no katawara de kono mi, shizumeyou
kokoro dake o koroshite

Aahh… If it’s like that
I’ll let this body of mine sink right beside you
And suppress my heart alone

泡沫、君のようだ
触れて壊さぬように
刹那、哀のまほろば
見守るよ

utakata, kimi no you da
furete kowasanu you ni
setsuna, ai no mahoroba
mimamoru yo

Ephemeral, just like you,
Touching it so it won’t break
Momentary, splendid land of sorrow
I’m watching over it

行き場の無い「優しさ」だけ
僕の心を漂うばかり

yukiba no nai “yasashisa” dake
boku no kokoro o tadayou bakari

Only my “kindness” with no place to go
Is drifting aimlessly in my heart, nothing else

それが無駄だとしても
これしか出来ない

sore ga muda da to shite mo
kore shika dekinai

And even if it may be something useless
I can’t do anything but let it be

失って気付いてしまう、と
僕は分かってた臆病なだけだった

ushinatte kidzuite shimau, to
boku wa wakatteta okubyouna dake datta

I ended up noticing it the moment I’ve lost it,
And by that I realized I was just a coward

泡沫、君のようだ
遅すぎたエゴイズム
伝えることも出来ず
消えてった…

utakata, kimi no you da
ososugita egoizumu
tsutaeru koto mo dekizu
kietetta…

Ephemeral, just like you
My egoism was too late
And it vanished away
As I couldn’t even convey it…

君を困らせたいほど
真実の愛なのに
終焉のさだめから
逃げていた

kimi o komarasetai hodo
shinjitsu no ai na no ni
shuuen no sadame kara
nigeteita

I ran away
As if I wanted to cause trouble to you
From my fate of demise
Even though my love was true

泡沫、夢のような
仮初めの恋でした
決して思い出になど
させはしない

utakata, yume no you na
karisome no koi deshita
kesshite omoide ni nado
sase wa shinai

Ephemeral, just like a dream
It was a transient love
And I won’t let it become
Part of my memories or such

いつまでも

itsumademo

No matter what

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Notes:

– Not really sure, but I think the song is some sort of Touhou-fanmade anime opening. Never been that interested in those so I can’t really tell, but I’m guessing the video I’ve found featuring this song seems pretty legit.

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• Title: 泡沫、哀のまほろば (utakata, ai no mahoroba) (ephemeral, splendid land of sorrow)
• Circle: 幽閉サテライト (Yuuhei Satellite)
• Album: 泡沫、哀のまほろば (utakata, ai no mahoroba)
• Vocals: senya
• Lyrics: かませ虎
• Arrangement: Iceon, HiZuMi
• Release Event: C82
• Source: ｴｸｽﾃﾝﾄﾞｱｯｼｭ ～ 蓬莱人 (Extend Ashes ～ Hourai Victim), Imperishable Night, Extra Stage Theme & 月まで届け、不死の煙 (Reach For The Moon, Immortal Smoke), IN, Fujiwara no Mokou’s Theme