[REQUEST] SILENT DIFFERENCE – 崩壊の虚像


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【Requested by Lunomin

SILENT DIFFERENCE – 崩壊の虚像

残響に流し込まれた憎悪
引き金から生まれる神話
信仰を試す亡者のワルツ
何を意味する胸の痛み

zankyou ni nagashi komareta zouo
hikigane kara umareru shinwa
shinkou o tamesu mouja no warutsu
nani o imi suru mune no itami

This hatred washed down into the echo
Is the myth born from a gunlock,
A waltz for the dead, testing their faith –
An anguish trying to hold a meaning

遮るの定義の破滅に切り裂かれた表情
苦しみの片隅で波打つ快感に満たされた症状

saegiru no teigi no hametsu ni kiri sakareta hyoujou
kurushimi no katasumi de namiutsu kaikan ni mitasareta shoujou

This expression tore in pieces by the destruction of the concept of obstruction
Is a symptom of fulfilling that pleasant feeling of dashing against the corner of pain

正気を感じぬ妄想
ドタマイカれた俺はサイコパス
石膏の偽骸から覗く
しゃぶり尽くされた至福の塔

shouki o kanjinu mousou
dotamaikareta ore wa saikopasu
sekkou no nise-mukuro kara nozoku
shaburi tsukusareta shifuku no tou

No sanity is felt in such delusion,
I am a psychopath
Peeping inside a fake corpse made of plaster
I saw the tower of bliss being chewed on

冷血に悪魔は笑う
群れる常識 猿の宴

reiketsu ni akuma wa warau
mureru joushiki saru no utage

Demons are smiling cold bloodedly
My common sense crowded like feasting primates

舞い散る耽美な貞操観念
逆十字の因果人
豚小屋から始まる
血を血で洗う盲目の愉悦

maichiru tanbina teisou kan’nen
gyaku juuji no ingajin
butagoya kara hajimaru
chi o chi de arau moumoku no yuetsu

My aesthetical sense of virtue slowly scatters down
I’m bound to such karma, on an upside-down cross
It began from a pigsty
This blind joy of washing away blood with other blood

煩悩蠢く規律の箱庭
挽歌で飾る正義論
死んだまま生かされて眠る
愚直なまでに木霊する願望

bon’nou ugomeku kiritsu no hakoniwa
banka de kazaru seigi-ron
shinda mama ikasarete nemuru
guchokuna made ni kodama suru ganbou

Klesha – gardens of crawling regulations
Theories of righteousness decorated by elegies
Brought back to life, asleep, from a state of death
With a desires echoing to the point it becomes stupidly true

隣人から奪われた思想
泥舟で渡る未来に明日を請う

rinjin kara ubawareta shisou
dorobune de wataru mirai ni asu o kou

My thoughts are stolen by those near me
Begging for a future I could cross with a mud boat

一瞬の過ちが
愛するもの全てを無に還す

isshun no ayamachi ga
aisuru mono subete o mu ni kaesu

The error of an instant
Returned everyone I loved into nothingness

崩れ落ちる瓦礫の花
忘却の果てに沈む太陽
立ち直れる頃には
誰も名前すら覚えていない

kuzure ochiru gareki no hana
boukyaku no hate ni shizumu taiyou
tachi naoreru koro ni wa
daremo namae sura oboeteinai

By the time
The crumbling down flower made of debris
Recovers under the Sun sinking down at the end of oblivion
It couldn’t remember not even a single name of anyone

沈黙を嫌う理想
狂える闇 嗚咽と今

chinmoku o kirau risou
kurueru yami oetsu to ima

My ideals hating on silence
Now – it weeps – a maddening darkness

女神の手が
産み出す朝は
理性を舌でなぞり絡ませ溶かす

megami no te ga
umidasu asa wa
risei o shita de nazori karamase tokasu

The hand of the goddess
And the morning she gave life to
Entwining and dissolving, her tongue tracing my reasons

I never want your tolerance.
I don’t believe you anymore.

女神の手が
産み出す愛に
吊るされ
滴る血でグラスを注ぐ

megami no te ga
umidasu ai ni
tsurusare
shitataru chi de gurasu o sosogu

Over the hanged
Love
Given birth by the hand of the goddess
Its dripping blood filling up a glass

異臭まみれの
動かぬ造形
瞼は閉じずに
剥き出しのまま…

ishuu mamire no
ugokanu zoukei
mabuta wa tojizu ni
mukidashi no mama…

The unmoving molding
Drenched in a foul smell
Stays bare, still
Without closing its eyelids…

Notes:

– Third stanza: ドタマイカ (dotamaika-(reta)) is a word I have no idea what means. I haven’t heard it before, couldn’t find anything online / dictionaries. The verb appears in katakana, the Japanese “alphabet” for writing foreign words as well as marking some words just like our CAPS LOCK does. The part “reta” coming after it makes it like a verb, and if we take “ore” (“me”, “I”) coming after it, it’s like it says “The me who was [dotamaika]”. So, we know the function of this word, but not its meaning. Being its function merely adjectival, the remaining sections don’t suffer much change. So I’m simply leaving the word out of my translation, but if anyone has some kind of idea about what that word could mean, please leave a comment! It’ll help a lot.
– Sixth stanza: Klesha (煩悩) is buddhist concept involving polluting and dark thoughts such as hatred, envy, delusion or greed taking over someone’s mind and causing them to suffer.

belial

Title: 崩壊の虚像 (hametsu no kyozou) (virtual image of ruin)
Circle: SILENT DIFFERENCE
Album: BELIAL
Vocals: しるへい (shiruhei)
Lyrics: しるへい (shiruhei)
Arrangement: しるへい (shiruhei)
Release Event: C82
Source: リジッドパラダイス (Rigid Paradise), Ten Desires, Yoshika Miyako’s Theme

Author: Shion

Who the hell is shion no tsukai?

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